Be a big girl!!

It was such a beautiful day to ride along the coast .Thanks Paul Bolcik’s accompanying for these days, its so nice of him to train me and teach me all kinds of tricks to cycle on the road, I’m also so appreciate that he took me to Florida so I could take the southern tier,otherwise I will be at freezing cold Chicago fighting against the snow storm now!

It also feels great to be independent, I had this idea last year and thought I should at least find a companion , so I looked and waited for a year, when I finally found someone I realized you won’t be able to make something if you always have to rely on someone, it’s never crowded on the way to the dream, nobody could be there helping you forever, because This Is Your Life, the life you want, you have to fight for it. The sorrow and hardships you been through would only make you stronger!!
But I’m not alone, I felt a little bit scared when I’m camping out alone , every footsteps could make me feel nervous, then I started to pray and read bible, when I was looking out again, the shadow of cross appeared on my tent from every side, yes, He is here! Jesus is with me!! “Your heavenly Father knows that you need them.But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” 


正式告别Paul 可以开始一个人的旅行,有种自由独立的快感,虽然他一直在很nice 的帮助我,而且是和我相反的方向却坚持陪我几天然后一个人原路返回,但是再好的呵护也比不上独立成长自己体验最真实的旅行,临走前他千叮咛万嘱咐的说有事千万打电话给他,他可以随时用卡车把我拖回去,这不丢人!😂我说你真是想多了,我决定的事9头牛都拉不回别说你一卡车了。
当去年做这个决定的时候就总是在想至少找一个伴再上路,至少可以帮助解决旅途中的很多问题,所以找了一年也等了一年,可是当真正有人想要与你结伴的时候,却突然觉得,如果总是要依靠别人才能够完成你想做的事,你会很难真正干成一件事,实现梦想的路上本来就是孤单的,因为越发难的事情走的人越少,没有人可以永远的陪伴你走到最后,因为这是你的人生。

而我想要有这些真正真实的体验,这些独立解决问题的能力,这些可能会经历的艰难和困苦,这些可能会动摇你信心的挫折和磨难,每经历一次只会让你更强更勇敢更清楚自己,只要目标够坚定,所有的过程都是最好的成长。
沿着美丽的海岸线开启一天的骑行,真正到晚上一个人露营在外时还是会有害怕,仿佛传来的每一个脚步声都能让神经紧绷,然而当我开始祷告向帐篷外望去的时候,从帐篷的每一个面都出现着十字架的投影,教堂的钟声让我安宁,耶稣的爱让我平静,感谢主一直都在,信靠他的必不知缺乏,拥有他的再没有恐惧!

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s